well we didnt get much rest last night ethan kept crying and kicking in his sleep and scraching his feet,we thought it was bug bites so we treat it for that ,but then his feet would get really hot and the only way he would stop crying was if we were rubbing his legs and feet. I got up to google what may be wrong the only thng i cant think it might be is water retention so we kept his feet elivated and they cooled down.I cant wait for him to see the doctor and find out what is wrong so we can fix it.
well it was another tear jerking day. We went to court today my heart dropped when the judge was acting and playing devils advocate he sounded as if he was not going to give us a positive ruling all I could do was pray in the spirt .bosco was a sleep for half of the hearing but when he woke up and saw his guardian he cryed and wanted to go to her this was not helping . then when they were asking the guardian question and she answered in lugandan we didn’t have one clue what she was saying .I knew God had to take over any time. Then the judge just said the ruling will be final on the 8th aaron then raised his hand to move it up I freaked out thinking the judge would get mad. He grated our ruling for the 1st . I busted in to tears as soon as we got out of the judges chambers. Then Ethan (bosco) started crying for his guardian again and did not stop until we got back to the house..He is no longer mommies boy he is all daddies boy.he will let mom feed and play with him but only if day is right there. So we had some regression but he is coming back around. It took three day for him to be happy when we first brought him back to the house .he is already playing after a 5 hours after our traumatic event. Ester the cook here has helped out a lot since she speaks some of his lauguage. when he was playing today he was saying Iam going to beat you which is what they sat to the kid to get them to obey. It breaks my heart. But I know he will come around just fine. So this is one rollercoaster Iam glad to be on. Even if there is some pain involved . he his just mourning his old life no matter how bad he had it .it is still the only thing he knew and we are the ones who took that from him... little break throughs here and there. every day he his a different boy... I hope tommorow he is better..he was doing so good before court today..regession sucks!!! but is part of the process. at least durning this time he has never rejected both of us at the same time.daddy got it first now it is mommies turn..he is reacting as any child would being taken away from what they know..I know God has us here for a reason and Ethan (bosco) has a great future ahead of him! all of the kids that were living with ethan wich were 10 pluse adults were soo lethargic no happiess or joy just existence never knowing what was out side there little village .Boscos grandfather was still there. he lived his whole life there. his grandparent were glad to see the photos of his new home and family. that was the only time I seen any emotion from any of them... they were very greatful we were going to care for him...tommorow is a new day to get to know our son and watch him grow into a great man of God!!! We are going to call him Bosco but his legal name will be Ethan John...
Well our night has not even began it is only 10pm Bosco feel asleep a 7 so we went down stairs and every time any one talked to us we would cry we are just on emotion over load…we then got our self distracted playing games on the computer then once we were fully recovered from the events from the day we decided to go to bed …then Bosco thew up in his sleep..Daddy did not handle this well. Bosco amazingly stayed asleep while we took the sheets of the bed which is great because daddy would have had a meltdown if Bosco started to scream again…well this is the final piece of the puzzle he has all the symptoms of malaria…we will get meds tomorrow..this once again break my heart..because if it took us and everyone else around us this long to figure it out then chances are high he would have died from it..This little man who Gods sent us around the world has one big destiny….his symptoms are joint pain ,yellow eyes sleepy and sick stomach…he did like his tummy rubbed but we didn’t but two and two together…well daddy and Bosco are back to sleep…for now…
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