Day 44

Well I sent most of day in bed I get so nausea and dizzy when I stand up….i keep throwing up this is no fun !!! now I really want to come home….I am praying this ends NOW !!! I am force feeding my self the word and trying to stay positive but to be honest I am not doing the greatest job….I brought myself to go down and be with Elliott for a little bit before dinner which was good because he had a fever so I was able to give him some Tylenol…I felt worse after going up and down the stairs…. I feel God with me but it is still hard …you would think that would make it easier..well hope there are better updates to come….