Day 46

Yeah one more weak to court!!! So my faith has been on a rollercoaster today….I don’t think my faith has ever been this shaken….I realize that I need to stand strong on the words God has given me and the word of God…so all those messages growing up and all the great times with God is what I am needed to stand on …well it is time to stand on faith and God word alone…the more I get God word in me the more I have to fight to stand…..well I am learning to not be moved by fear or emotions which is great…I know to really stand I have to get really to a breaking point and speak the words and promise God has given me out loud…that seems to do the trick…But God is making me work through this axitity thing and even though my emotions may by freaking out I still need to keep tacking and stay on the path he has put me on….I don’t know how many times I have backed out or stepped back because of this axitiy now I know that no matter what I cant be moved by emotions or fear….court is next week and I am standing on his promises of God not on Judge…so I am preparing for a miracle…..