Day 18

Well the day started out great we got up before Elliot and played with him while he was still in his crib. We then got him dressed and took him out side for some one on one time. Which he almost missed mid morning snack oops! we then hung out all morning with him . I cannot believe we are still here hanging out with this little guy. I am trying not to guard my heart. I know everything will be fine but every once in a while those ifs sneak in… Elliot loves for us to sing to him. He doesn’t talk but instead has this cute little holler that you can pick out of the crowed. He is not attion hog instead he will let all the kids pass him in line. Well the last shall be first. Well that does work here .while Elliot went down for his nap me and Aaron walked into town for lunch and groceries. When we got back they were all waking up ready for their snack. I got to feed all the kiddos and then we went outside to play. .We spent the rest of the afternoon playing they boy likes to be held the issue is that so do a lot of the other kids. We are trying to give 80 percent to Elliot . today was Aarons last day with him…also we both won’t see him much tomorrow since we are going into town to meet with the lawyer . So sad. We got to get all the kids dressed and put them to bed. I held on to Elliot till he was the very last one to be put to bed… I had to leave him crying..I can’t wait till he is in my care….I also can’t wait till bath times are enjoyable..They just throw them in the shower and wash them off and set them on potty chairs for about 15 minutes … it has been a fun busy day.. I can’t wait to meet with the lawyer and get everything running.