Well last night I was feeling like I need to go upstairs to do some praying...so I locked myself in this little sun room…I realized I was worshiping God out of pain and frustration..he has been faithful to bring strength..but when I let my circumstances go and just worshiped him to worship..it was so liberty..I came out refreshed like never before..Not a care in the world…then I read in judges on Gideon when God told him he was a mighty warrior .. 12 When the angel of the LORD appeared to Gideon, he said, "The LORD is with you, mighty warrior."
13 "But sir," Gideon replied, "if the LORD is with us, why has all this happened to us? Where are all his wonders "Go in the strength you have
Gideon did not believe him but through God showing him and him walking in to what God told him to do he begun to belive..took him a while..God was patient in his doubt..God used him to show it was God through him and not him..
So I finally went to bed and turned out all the lights..one hour later I heard through my head phone screaming and what I thought was slapping..I jumped out of bed ..And realized it was a lady trying to scare of some intruders..I was listing waiting to hear baby cries Elliott’s crib is right in by the front door ..Moments later there was honking and running..My blood was pumping..There was no babies crying…then there was lots or people speaking in Luganden ..then the president and director showed up..I was so relieved to hear their voices..this is the third time this happened it happened before me and Aaron showed up then again when I was staying at the guest house…well another night of no sleep..i slept in the living room with the lights on..I cannot believe no babies woke up..Praise the lord!!!
Here is some lyrics from Jeramy Camp “One Day At A Time”
One day at a time I will walk this road I've traveled so far
One day at a time well I know I will carry on
One day at a time I can see you took my life this far
One day at a time I will take this faith along
All this hope I breathe is given by the hand that carries me
Until I'm complete and I'll take all I will
To understand this plan you have for me, for me
I've been shut up shut down held out held down
In ways I never knew I would
But I can feel your fullness in my life
Well I've been burned out broken torn out torn down
In ways I never knew I would
But I can feel your fullness in my life
one day at a time
One day at a time I will take these words you've given me
One day at a time I will rest in knowing you
One day at a time I will share this gift you've given me
One day at a time I will walk these valleys through
And all I know is that I see
How much my heart is longing to be cradled by your side
Yeah, I'll give all I can
To one day soon be held by your hand, by your hand
[Chorus]
In all these things I will press on, yeah
I'll be with you I know it won't be long
It might be the best time to be writing..being exhausted and not knowing when our court date is…I was not at my best today…Elliott was just as tired as me…he also got his head shaved today..as well as all the boys..he threw a big fit at lunch..he knew I was about to leave..I hate this ..I hope this afternoon goes better…
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