Day 34

Wow I had a great night with God I got so pumped and ready to take on the day!!! I went down with Elliott and was playing and I was praying..I was fighting off the fear because we still have no court date that we know of..we were suppose to have one a week ago..so not seeing a end in sight really got to me..I knew I had to get back into my prayer closet asap…I allowed fear to crowd in and take over even though God gave me such peace and strength that night..grr!! so today has been a struggle But Iam getting back in battle passion and not allowing this to steal my faith..Elliott cries when I leave and just clings on so tight when with me and wont get down and play..this grips my heart..I can’t stand it…I just know he is counting on us..I came to the end of me today…when I am weak he is strong …so I don’t have really a lot to say other then I am not leaving Elliott I see him as my boy and I would never leave my child..I feel God is still at work here bad news so is the devil…