Day 28

So I am taking one day at a time…God has been so faithful to send people my way to encourage me and pray for me every were I go…I met a couple at the shopping center that had a daught adopt and had the same thing happen with the mother coming up last min…then there some ladies that came to baby house to day and found out I was adopting Elliot she said she has a picture of him on her computer and said she feels he as an anointing on his life and has been praying for him…God had others praying for him before we knew about him..the lady that picked him up said the same thing…I feel like the more I press in whenever I am not with Elliott I am up stairs with head phones in with worship on and reading the word or listing to a message…I will get pumped up then later I feel like satan just pounces on me…this is one battle I will not turn from…I look at Elliott and just know that God sent us to fight for this little man ….I told Elliott he was making mommy one strong woman of faith…we still don’t have a court date …but I know God is in control!!!! I am trying not just to endure but be victorious and walk in the joy of the lord..the tears may still come But I am still fighting…I have decide not to focus on when I may or may not coming home but just enjoy the journey…that is easier said then done…I know I am not fighting alone…that helps..